And Yes, I Know, That Was the Equivalent of Two Steps Backwards

So I was lonely. And sad. Not a good enough excuse, I know, but still.
Miss ROTC and I have a very odd friendship. We always have. Mostly it consists of each of us complaining about our lives, her mocking me, we cuddle, and then we make out. And stuff.
So that's where I went today.

*five minutes pass where I run down to the snack machine to get chocolate and a soda*

So, there's this girl that lives down the hall from me. I have no idea what her name is, we have always just called her Creepygirl. The first time I saw her, she was in the study room just asleep across two of the chairs. Awkward. And then at one of the Breakfast for Dinner events in my hall, she was there when everyone was giving me relationship advice and she started trying to put her two cents in. But she didn't know anything of the situation so again, it was awkward. Then she started having random conversations with me in the hall and the elevator. So, yea, this could be taken as she just wants to make friends with us, but she's so...awkward. So, I'm talking about this because she showed up at the snack machine while I was getting my candy and she started talking to me as though we'd already been in the middle of a conversation. And at the first chance, I literally ran up the stairs away from her. I'm pathetic, but she's awkward and I don't want to be rude just because she's awkward.

GayLover#2 is here and has asked to be mentioned in my blog. She waved at me with her toe.

In a relationship, I want someone to make me smile all stupid. Someone that is on my mind all the time. Someone that makes me want to be a better person. I don't want to smother or be smothered. I like my space and time to do my own thing, but I also like to hang out when there's a chance. I'm not a jealous person, but I can get angry is someone oversteps themselves. I like to receive random gifts. I don't care so much about getting gifts on designated holidays. I'd rather have flowers on Wednesday than flowers on Valentines Day. I generally show my affection with random sappy texts and spontaneous kidnapping.

I would like to thank my new close friend SecretKeeper, for making me think about what I wanted in a relationship and put it into words. It has made me a little more aware of, well, everything. And she is the queen of pep talks and has made me feel better about a lot of stuff in the past few days. Especially about  myself. Now, I hope she is feeling emotions right about now, since she will read this. Haha.
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Habits List Cont.

• I suddenly think of five million stories to tell when I sit down to a meal with friends

No poetic moment today

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And it's amazing 

The look in your eyes

That you could save me

But you won't even try

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