I did not give an ultimatum. I just wanted to know where things stood.
But she took it that way.
And then had to hurt me to get the point across.
If you like someone and want to kiss them etc. when you're drinking, then you like them and want to kiss them etc. when you're sober except you're too scared to do it.
What is it about alcohol that gives people courage?
And someone who can't admit they like someone and want to kiss them etc. unless they're drunk are in no place to criticize people who have walls and are afraid of sharing too much.
Because I tried. And I didn't have to be drunk to try.
But now it just doesn't matter.
I'm not going to wait around for anyone to realize they want me and have enough balls to admit it. If they can't admit it, they don't deserve my time.
I'm done trying.
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:Quote:
I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
I close my eyes and I count to ten
I hope it's over when I open them
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