Torn Between What's Right and What I Want

As obvious as it may be, the lesbian population of TCU is pretty small. Despite this fact, I have found a girl who is quite charming. I do believe if she wanted to, she could charm the pants right off of me.
I also think if my bestie hadn't been walking with us last night, there would have been a kiss. Darn.
But there's always Thursday and Friday...our next two dates.
However...here comes the problem. My lovely best friend is in love with this guy who wants to marry his baby mama (which isn't my best friend). But he told me yesterday that if I tried to be with bestie again, he wouldn't marry baby mama. At first bestie and I joked about it, but somehow I think she seriously wants to date me again. I'm not quite sure what to do. She's sleeping or I would talk to her about it right now.
I loved her two years ago when we were together. When we broke up, I thought I couldn't live without her. But now she's my bestie, and I don't think those romantic feelings are still there. And I know she's in love with baby daddy and if he doesn't marry baby mama, she will do whatever she can to get him to see that she's there for him always. Because of this, I don't want to try and bring those romantic feelings back and set myself up to get hurt when I know she will jump at the opportunity to be with him.
Gah.
Back to Miss Charming. Our first sorta date was last night, but it was GSA formal, so we didn't really get to talk much. But I walked her back to her house. Can't wait til we go dancing on Thursday. I do believe this could make me happy.
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:Poetic Moment:
And oh how your smile makes
Me blush
My heart race
Me smile

:Quote:
[slightly depressing compared to the post, but w/e]
It doesn't matter if you have all the people in the world to talk to
You still have to find the strength to say in words
What you would normally say on your skin

:Picture: