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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Fear

So, laying awake at night when I can't get to sleep (which is every night, in case you were wondering) my mind wanders and I begin to think about really random things. Last night, I was thinking about what I'm afraid of. I'm afraid of a lot, when I start to think about it.

  • The dark
  • Shadows 
  • Cars
  • Small spaces
  • Being underground/underwater 
  • Tornadoes 
  • Semis
Besides those, I seem to be suffering from What If Syndrome (as I'm going to call it, anyway). Anything that could go wrong, I think about. 
  • What if I crash into...
  • What if the roller coaster....
  • What if I fall...
  • What if this breaks...
  • What if there is someone hiding under my porch.
And much much more, depending on what situation I'm in. 
Once, when I still lived in Utah, my cousin and I were on this sky bench thing that took us across the water park we were at and I asked her "what if the cord snaps?" and she just told me to shut up. And I do stuff like that all the time. However, now I keep most of those thoughts in my head. 
Bleh. I'm just weird I guess.
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1 comment:

  1. I'm afraid of a lot of the same things as you! And I totally play the "What If?" game in my head all the time. I think we have overactive imaginations.

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