Habits

HABIT: An established custom; an automatic pattern of behavior in reaction to a specific situation; may be inherited or acquired through repetition.

I am realizing that I have a lot of habits. Some good and some bad. Some just annoying.

• I bite my fingernails
• I don't step on cracks (not kidding)
• I drink coffee all the time
• I eat my meals one thing at a time, and in a circle around my plate
• I cry when other people cry (and I hate it)
• I miss opportunities to put my two cents in a conversation because I don't want to cut people off (I want them to be able to make their point)
• I procrastinate (even when I have hours open to get things done early)
• I don't start my homework until midnight
• When I decide I want to do something, I have to do it as soon as possible (ex: tattoos, piercings, haircuts, etc.)
• I imagine ways I could wreck my car when I'm driving (or when other people are driving) 
• I think about hurting myself when I'm upset (and I used to just do it [and it takes a lot for me to admit that on here because I don't know who will read this] )
• I "what if" everything (and I mean EVERYTHING)
• I make lists

And I'm sure there's a whole lot more that I can't think of because I'm putting myself on the spot here.
Are habits good or bad? Does it depend on what they are?
I feel like I have a bunch of bad habits that I just can't seem to break. Especially biting my nails. Seriously, I don't even know why I do it. It's called a 'nervous habit' but when I'm nervous, I tap my foot, not bite my nails. I bite my nails when I'm...bored...and when I get a hangnail...and just because? I have no idea.
Well...I'm tired and have been staring at the screen for way too long now.
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:Poetic Moment:
Should I give up on us? That small possibility
That glimmer of hope...the quick breaths
In those late nights - Do I just forget it?
If that's what you want...
I'll do it.
If you want me, let me know
Don't block me out - Don't cut me off
Let me in
Or I'll walk away.


:Quote:
If I'm going to be just another line in your book
Then cross me out.


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